Its been a year
Since I’ve seen your spine
But after the fourth beer
I could tell that you were mine
My dear
It was a sign
We met on the pier
Drank down the wine
Since then, its been clear
That we were on cloud nine
Bright like a chandelier
Till we lost our shine.
The days linger by without your voice,
Everyday I check the obituaries
Is this your choice?
Ive been told before to not overreact,
So I’m trying my best
I know everybody needs a break now and then
Was I being a pest?
I love you.
The million dollar question remains unsolved
Are we over?
Has our love already dissolved?
I’ll keep writing letters
Till death takes me
I am suffering from depression.
Every stitch I crochet is a sad thought.
These chains last for miles.
I often sell them but the money doesn't help the depression.
Some chains are created from suicide thoughts.
I keep crocheting chains to hopefully fill the hole in my heart.
But alas, material objects cannot fill holes.
One day, a goddess comes by to admire my melancholy creations.
Her eyes are of emeralds.
She asks me why I am depressed.
I just simply put a finger to my mouth and say shh.
People will usually walk away when I do this.
But she follows suit.
I am shocked.
Finally someone who understands.
You can continue to be depressed and I ca
When I meet somebody
For the first time
We would chat for hours
Talking about something different
For a few days
But after that time
Theres nothing left
I wish we could go back to the beginning
And keep repeating
So we would never run out of things
To talk about
I keep chasing yesterday
So we could talk
The laughs gone
Finding something new about that person
Gone
Its more fun
Learning more of a stranger
Than being stuck
In the same moment with a friend
I could move on
But for some reason
I want to stay with the same person
Even though there’s only
Hey and whats up
Forever
I hope not
I thought I struck pyrite
While I really discovered the real thing
I was ignorant
To miss something
So beautiful
In front of me
You're the orchid of the flowers
The peacock of the birds
The eighth wonder of the world
I must bid you adieu
And hope that you will discover
The person that deserves you
I am free
Because I fell
Wishing I could flee
Into a hell
I plea
That you get well
Please enjoy some tea
While I yell
I wish we could ski
And listen to Adele
Disturb some bees
Their buzz is so swell
But after a while you will need to find a key
So we can get out of this hell
There exists a world
Consisting of only colors
As magical as a dream
The grass is of electrifying emerald
The sunflowers are dripping of goldenness
It appears as pixels composed of only the brightest colors
Your hair flows of fiery oranges
Your lips are a perfect mixture
Of bold scarlet
And bloody crimson
An artist’s masterpiece
Until he smears it with his paintbrush
This Time, Can I trust you?
Yes
This Time, Will there be pain?
No
This Time, Should I believe you?
No
2738 clocks ticking in my brain
Delivering a message
My time is running out
Should I just gamble my heart again
After all, we don’t last forever
957 birds pecking at my heart
Shredding it into a hundred pieces
After all, it will not hurt when you break my heart again
There is a silver lining to everything
You see, here’s the deal
I don’t want to feel like I’m fenced in again
I want to be a free bird
Not the one lingering on the wires waiting for something to happen
This Time, Be the one that lets me loose
Not the on